英語の勉強をしたよ。

There were a lot of things that I wanted to say in reality.
I wanted to complain too.
But you don't understand me.
You were pretense painful only of yourself.
You were the highest surely person.
I don't hate you but I surely don't love you.
Already my and your feelings were running away somewhere.

And, I'll fall into prohibited love?
It's easy to fall in love.
But accomplished it is very difficult.'Cause you're woman.
If you don't have neither a prejudice nor discrimination homosexually,
and if you feel love for me even a little, it might be good.
It's not possible even if it isn't so to associate.
It's difficult to become a lover relation even if it's possible to become a relation
that exceeds the relation such as teachers and student.
It collapses some time even if becoming a lover.
It's good as today if it collapses.
However, I wanna approach more. I wanna become like the lover.
I don't know what to do.I love you.
I can't say the real intention though I wanna associate in reality.
'Cause friends seems to be embarrassed indeed if I say all.
So I can't say all to my friends.
Wanna say all,but can't say all.
I wanna become a lover. I wanna become like the lover.
I wanna become more intimate relations.